I have come to a conclusion:
Boys scare me.
Is that normal?
To be perfectly honest, I have a hard time talking to boys.
I have had very little male influence in my life.
Yeah, I have a dad and a little brother, but my household growing up had so much girly-ness that being a man was kind of out of the question.
None of my uncles took upon themselves to be my friend.
The guys in high school were nice to me because they had to be not because they wanted to be.
My perspective on men is skewed and I'm not really sure why.
Is this normal?!